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265 pp.
| Algonquin
| June, 2020
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Trade
ISBN 978-1-61620-907-0
$16.95
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2)
YA
When the novel opens, thirteen-year-old Brie's mother almost stumbles upon Brie looking at a soap opera star's
Playboy photos online. Brie distracts her mom by claiming (falsely) that she's been chosen to perform an important role at the May Crowning mass, an honor for an eighth grader in her Catholic school. Brie must then attempt to earn that honor (by winning an essay contest) and hopes that by doing so, she'll come closer to the image Mom wants for her. But Brie's own personality and interests diverge from what her family expects, from her impulsivity to her less-than-strong attachment to religion to her aspiration to attend a performing arts school next year; this last also brings up financial issues in a family where her father works as the school janitor. Her parents' first hint that Brie is questioning her sexuality--more online searching, this time for "LGBTQ soap opera scenes"--comes in the novel's first half, which leaves space for varied and evolving reactions and for acknowledgment that acceptance can take time, but shouldn't take forever. Chapter openings describing events from soap operas--the one strong interest she shares with her mom--underscore how dramatic the events feel to Brie, as well as the fact that, though she's realized something new about herself, she's still the same person.